an update? I know too much to understand
At 12:36 a.m. on 2006-03-02

For some reason I felt like talking about a few things. Weird aint it.

Im tired. But besides that...

Billy has been in "contact" with me for about 2 weeks now. Y is this weird you ask? cuz he hadnt said anything to me in 6 months. Since the day of the wedding. Not to mention the things he SAYS to me are of the " love of my life, the greatest regret I ever had" stuff. Im sorry did you MARRY me? NO! then shut the fuck up. I dont NEED to know how loving me made u the man you are today. That just gives me MORE of the pain you say you are trying to avoid.

I just emailed him back w/ whats been going on the past 6 months of MY life. Now I wait a return answer. Whatever. I needed to get that out thou.

I hate my one class the work load is killer. I need to buckle down. Which is y I am up at 1230 at night. I do think I am going to bed at 1pm then. I just have to get up hella early to finish it all off which will before class tomorrow. I think I Can get this paper done then its just minor stuff. Which isnt horrid. Back to work.

Freedom -|-Beauty-|-Truth-|- Love


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